Adil's World: Getting her heart back..

Come or Return..!!

Return (in repentance),
return!
Whatever you are,
return!
Even if you are an unbeliever or a Magian or an idol worshipper,
return!
This court of ours is not a court of despair.
Even if you have broken your repentance a hundred times,
return!
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When I'm with you;
Everything is a Prayer..
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Inside the great mystery that is;
We don't really own anything..
What is this competition we feel then;
Before we go,, one at a time, through the same gate..?
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My soul is from elsewhere..
I'm sure of that;
and I intend to end up there..!
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Why do you stay in prison when the door is so wide open?
(Adil: I want to.. but it is too bright beyond.. I can't figure my direction.. Should I seek someone to take my hand..?!)
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Rumi

Homosapian

My ancestors were not Apes..

Sorry Mr. Darwin, as the current known Mankind was created from Adam PBUH only 15,000 years ago..!!

HOMO-SAPIAN or Human were investigated to be 90,000 years old on earth, as evolution from HOMO-NEANDERTHALENSIS or Neanderthals..

The conflict between Religion and Science was and still confused as Children of Adam had groomed with existent Homosapians; which was never documented..

This is my own acceptable rationale to explain or resolve..

Regretfully, scientists with religious affiliations are few; which hindered many issues from elaboration.. Where Adam & Eve been on earth? Was Noah's Flood allover earth? What were the attributions of Adam & his immediate Children? Should we distinct Adam's Children from Homosapian?

There are a lot to question..!!

Who's Me..?

I'm just a person with 50+ years of witnessing life, people and universe.. yet still green, naive and smiling.. Been gifted the ability to watch, think and write, yet still learning.. Always keep wondering where to go and what to do.. Scared to death from life, and deeply amazed about the life in death.. Conventional Muslim in controversial world, and restless human being in a typical boring life..

I never decline a friendship request.. I'm thankfully a friend to many, but how many are my friends..?
Life is a continuous journey to discover the unknown.. Yet, the unknown is always scary..!
I do not know life clearly enough, to stop being surprised.. I had many bad surprises..!!
It never crossed my mind to define myself..!!

Thanks to Эльхам saeed for asking..

Before We Go..

I don’t believe in IQ, but solely in Experiences.. IQ fits for exams, not for management..

Disrespecting the quick-catch-ups; which Egyptian called “Fahlawah” as extracted from a Persian noun for a “Clown’s Tricks”..

Denouncing the American Go-Getting; which in parallel supports materialism, greed and functional mercy..

I Don’t believe in quantitative democracy, but the qualitative one.. Don’t watch the media theaters, but the British one.. Don’t honor the countries, but the nations.. Don’t read Tabloids, but intelligence reports.. Don’t use static theories, but the variable Human-being..

Therefore, I have a few to friend with..!!
Adil

More about me..!!

“Beyond Rightdoing and Wrongdoing, there is a vast Plain; where we all shall meet; one day..!!”

I believe that Rumi was marvelously gifted to quote this, Do you taste the deep meanings and concepts within..??

This is your blogger; Adil Mahgoub Abdalla Abdelseed (1955), a Sudanese professional, graduated as architect, grown as cultural preservation specialist, and had vast experience in real estate modeling, development planning & project management, affiliated to many international entities, and an academic researcher with diverse interests in history, public affairs and politics. Enjoys the ethnic integrations and communications, believes in Humanity and common referrals, goals; driven by the incredible taste of knowledge..

During my stay in Dubai, chance was great to develop and exercise my personal thoughts on how the things should be planned, done, and delivered..

Being on the cyber-sphere is an addiction.. Despite how wide our world had been, it seizes our endeavors within small screen that eliminates lots of realities.. Paradoxically, it is the new open world for information, data and intellectual treasures.. Therefore I’m always on-line, yet permanently within my own world..!!

Belong to Cosmopolitan breed that crosses boarders of places, cultures and professions.. Product of an ethnic and cultural diversities, and looking forward to expand it.. some way or another..!!

Successfully, I’m sailing among concepts, perceptions and religious parameters with no offense or confusion.. Many years had been consumed in hard work, and it is almost the time to review the accumulations and enjoy the results..

Traveled enough to adore being in London; where an appealing mindset.. However, love to discover people, cultures and places.. All are just evidences of our sole legacy as Mankind..

Indian Shankar drives my heart-beats; Iranian Gogosh squeezes it; Emirati Bu-Khater anesthetizes me with his “Quran” reciting; Oldies remind me the unreachable dreams; Legendary Ibn-Arabi tells me how virtual I am; Japanese Kitaro sets my mind free; while British concept of MoR framework sets me back into reality..!!

My age, my skin and my weight are all facts, but also misconceptions..!! There are many people who avoide my unspoken uncertainties..!!

Many others read my attributes on different scenes..!! No thanks to common stereotypes..!!

Passionate to Darfur, where my ancestors came from.. Thanks to a Mediterranean theme, which built up my being.. Free from any “Home-Sickness”.. Truly; ready for any “Cross-Boarders or Cultural” challenge..!!

Proud to be a Muslim, a Human being and a Man in a confused world..

Served among refugee camps, heritage sites, governmental agencies and a military school.. Dislikes the Money games and adore CSR.. Been once athlete, politician, architect, but likes more the “Projectized” title…

Simply; very content person in a loose yet interdependent world..!!

Within our psychic model as Mankind; I strongly believe on leading without dictatorship, protecting without bully-ship, and love without feminizing..!!

Despite all odds.. I always live in a “Love Story..”; real or virtual.. The looseness of feelings.. The miraculous steams of emotions.. The funny configuration of senses and things around… The extreme beauty and bright.. The flooding of goodness and purity.. The opening of heart, mind and soul all together at once.. and the magnificent simplicity that any complex thinking would never describe…!!

Love is the true state of life where poverty and fortune are equal, illness and health are the same, and colors are no longer defined.. When a person goes extremely naked with nothing to hide.. nothing to seek, and nothing to miss anymore..!! Simply, because he or she is in love..

Maybe shall accomplish my PhD research to add something, maybe shall contribute to modeling the true Islam, yet living and continuously be within my Love and Beloved..!!

Allah’s will..
Pray for me..
Be Blessed..

You may google me.. as Adilsud or Adil Abdalla..!!
adilsud@hotmail.com;
ICOMOS, PMI, ULI, APMG, IFMA, BIFM, ACCE, IAPE

I guess, I had managed to prove a point..!!

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Getting her heart back..

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