For almost 15 years, I had been exhausted searching for whom would accept sharing my fewer time to come..
Loneliness is awful.. yet, I deeply realize how personality and characteristics are confusing for most of the people..
Certainly, I'm too stressed and anxious to meet her.. Such wish to find such close communication and comfort, which would led me to unfortunate surprises or backlash if choice is unsuccessful..
As my social engagement become further small, it become harder to meet new people, specially who would share interests, merits and referrals..
I refused to approach whom I closely know, as marriage comes with its packages.. Therefore I preferred staying close friend rather than imperfect couple..
Saying so, while becoming less morality tolerant, more epistemetically conservative and intellectually rebellious to many norms and trends..
Yes, imperfection is subjective and differently tasted from a person to another.. Therefore, young engagement allows to fine-tune and work together towards that meet me points..
Increasingly, I don't have time or energy..
It seems too late for such confession...!!
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